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I owe you all a huge explanation and an even bigger apology.
I am so incredibly sorry that I haven't been on the forums for so long - my health has been extremely poor and I also had to change jobs because of this. I've had several hospital admissions for various reasons - surgery, pain relief, symptom control etc (sadly I was in hospital a lot in November for surgery and symptom control and I couldn't travel to the Brighton meet up. I really feel guilty and a terrible person for not attending)
As time passed by I also felt very embarrassed that I hadn't been on the forums and felt like I was been very ungrateful towards you all. You had all supported me so much when I needed it and then I go and disappear into thin air - its not exactly showing the deep gratitude I really do feel towards the forum and its amazing members. I became scared to come back to the forums as I feel I have let you all down and I don't deserve to be part of the forum anymore.
Life has been somewhat of a challenge and I've been very anti social to everybody I have hidden away and just tried to keep going on a basic level.
I really hope that you will accept my sincere and heartfelt apology and understand that I just couldn't cope with anything and just shut down from everything and everybody.
I am so incredibly sorry that I haven't been on the forums for so long - my health has been extremely poor and I also had to change jobs because of this. I've had several hospital admissions for various reasons - surgery, pain relief, symptom control etc (sadly I was in hospital a lot in November for surgery and symptom control and I couldn't travel to the Brighton meet up. I really feel guilty and a terrible person for not attending)
As time passed by I also felt very embarrassed that I hadn't been on the forums and felt like I was been very ungrateful towards you all. You had all supported me so much when I needed it and then I go and disappear into thin air - its not exactly showing the deep gratitude I really do feel towards the forum and its amazing members. I became scared to come back to the forums as I feel I have let you all down and I don't deserve to be part of the forum anymore.
Life has been somewhat of a challenge and I've been very anti social to everybody I have hidden away and just tried to keep going on a basic level.
I really hope that you will accept my sincere and heartfelt apology and understand that I just couldn't cope with anything and just shut down from everything and everybody.
) go away for a bit, try to get on with life, get knocked back, suffer ill health etc and return to find help when they need it most. 
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