Hi
10 days ago I was in M & S when there was 90% clearance sale. I liked a jacket that was £9.99 but had no tag/ price on it. I picked it went upstairs to see men clearance section where 2 men were standing and started spying on me. I used the toilet then I came downstairs and saw one of the same man staring at me. I ignored him. Afterwards, a stupid idea came to my mind and I put the jacket in my big bag and thought if I take it home who will know. I have financial crises these days due to no job. I had not even stepped outside the shop when a person came behind me, stopped me, showed his ID card and told me to follow him. I was scarred because he carried me to the basement that was a daunting place. He also called a lady with her. I asked what are you going to do with me? They said we are taking you to the office which was actually a small dirty room with a table and chair. He asked me to sit and open my bag which I did. He took the jacket and handed it to the lady. I kept silent did not know what to do in this situation? He then asked me to sign a paper. I told him I want to read it, he said if you don't sign I will call the police. I was more scared still I quickly went through the document which said I had to pay fine etc and I am banned from their stores. I asked why they are doing it to me he again told me if I don't agree they will call police. The lady shouted you have accepted that you have stolen things. On pressurizing, I signed the paper then they asked for ID. I first said that I have only library card and I am not sure if I have an ID with me right now( I changed my bag that day).I started searching for any e-copy in my mobile. They again terrified me and said if I could not produce an ID they will call police. I started searching in my bag again and found my driving license. On which he said oh wow you got a driving license. Then he said oh you are from.......country which I felt as a racist comment. He then noted my name, address and date of birth. I thought it was over but then he asked me to take off my mask. I said I cant as it is not safe in COVID 19 and is against the law. He again terrified me with police name. I took off the mask, he then took a picture of me with his mobile and on asking told me it is for his own records. The paper I had signed said that I will have to pay fines. I asked him what sort of fine. He told me I might have to pay £ 107 on receiving the letter. On further questing about any criminal record being entered against me. He said it is just a warning for you nothing else. I was then allowed to leave the room. I was so much embarrassed and thought I had lost my self respect forever. I cried for days, had aftershocks and nightmares. I pray to GOD and ask him for forgiveness daily. I now try to help others more than before just to feel relaxed and pray that one day GOD will like my good deeds and forgive me. To be honest, I have no savings at all. I thought it is just a warning but I received a letter from DWF who have asked me to pay £85 security cost in 14 days. Believe me or not, I have never ever spent this much money in a single go for myself. I am stressed I have not even stepped in M & S after that event. I daily pass through that store and I have to take a longer route to enter other shops. I cant tell my family who support me financially about this event I am already embarrassed. What should I do? Any help is appreciated. Should I pay £85 or not? I don't want my family to know about it.
10 days ago I was in M & S when there was 90% clearance sale. I liked a jacket that was £9.99 but had no tag/ price on it. I picked it went upstairs to see men clearance section where 2 men were standing and started spying on me. I used the toilet then I came downstairs and saw one of the same man staring at me. I ignored him. Afterwards, a stupid idea came to my mind and I put the jacket in my big bag and thought if I take it home who will know. I have financial crises these days due to no job. I had not even stepped outside the shop when a person came behind me, stopped me, showed his ID card and told me to follow him. I was scarred because he carried me to the basement that was a daunting place. He also called a lady with her. I asked what are you going to do with me? They said we are taking you to the office which was actually a small dirty room with a table and chair. He asked me to sit and open my bag which I did. He took the jacket and handed it to the lady. I kept silent did not know what to do in this situation? He then asked me to sign a paper. I told him I want to read it, he said if you don't sign I will call the police. I was more scared still I quickly went through the document which said I had to pay fine etc and I am banned from their stores. I asked why they are doing it to me he again told me if I don't agree they will call police. The lady shouted you have accepted that you have stolen things. On pressurizing, I signed the paper then they asked for ID. I first said that I have only library card and I am not sure if I have an ID with me right now( I changed my bag that day).I started searching for any e-copy in my mobile. They again terrified me and said if I could not produce an ID they will call police. I started searching in my bag again and found my driving license. On which he said oh wow you got a driving license. Then he said oh you are from.......country which I felt as a racist comment. He then noted my name, address and date of birth. I thought it was over but then he asked me to take off my mask. I said I cant as it is not safe in COVID 19 and is against the law. He again terrified me with police name. I took off the mask, he then took a picture of me with his mobile and on asking told me it is for his own records. The paper I had signed said that I will have to pay fines. I asked him what sort of fine. He told me I might have to pay £ 107 on receiving the letter. On further questing about any criminal record being entered against me. He said it is just a warning for you nothing else. I was then allowed to leave the room. I was so much embarrassed and thought I had lost my self respect forever. I cried for days, had aftershocks and nightmares. I pray to GOD and ask him for forgiveness daily. I now try to help others more than before just to feel relaxed and pray that one day GOD will like my good deeds and forgive me. To be honest, I have no savings at all. I thought it is just a warning but I received a letter from DWF who have asked me to pay £85 security cost in 14 days. Believe me or not, I have never ever spent this much money in a single go for myself. I am stressed I have not even stepped in M & S after that event. I daily pass through that store and I have to take a longer route to enter other shops. I cant tell my family who support me financially about this event I am already embarrassed. What should I do? Any help is appreciated. Should I pay £85 or not? I don't want my family to know about it.
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