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Between 2012-2013 I had severe issues in a place of work, these issues have followed me everywhere, they namely start off with people accusing me of shouting at them even when I just talking to them......because of the issues I faced I really did hit rock bottom to the point of contemplating suicide..
Luckily I did have a very good occupational Dr who advised me the issue could be related to dyslexia as it runs in my family, so £500 later I find out in 2013 I am dyslexic and after many visits to the Audiology department, I finally see an ENT consultant who advises me to have a test for Autism.
So between 2013 and 2015, i find I have Autism (Asperger's syndrome) Dyslexia and an Auditory hearing deficit (this mean I don't hear my true voice)
In Dec 2013 I started a new job now before I started they were aware of dyslexia and was aware I was waiting for a referral to have an Adult autism test, this I finally received in 2015
I must add that I work in an NHS hospital in the operating theatre as a registered practitioner
Now since then, i have been pulled off a training course, after telling the course director about my dyslexia and Autism, I have missed out on a promotion because I was put on the mentorship course but then had no support or assistance and wasn't even allocated to my supervising mentor despite asking, I consequently fail and had a 12mth battle with both the University and work in order to get it done,
I have been denied a team transfer, this is based on my strengths, in working in orthopedic but the problem is the rest of my colleagues in the orthopedic team, dislike my particular skills and do everything to make my life a living hell this is both junior and senior team members, Things they will do are manipulate the list to their benefit, refuse to listen to me unless everything is going wrong and also blame me when everything is going wrong, even though they have refused my help in the first place, Create additional work for me, will mess about and over sitmulate me untill I have a melt down and then I'm to one who gets into trouble with the management and when I try and tell mamagement how I feel I get told that I'm wrong and that my team do recognise my disabilities, yet they do everything they can to wind me up includeing insulting me saying it's just a joke, play music on a mobile phone via the mobile phone speaker which acctuall causes me physical pain and when I ask then not to they just laugh at me. Make so much noise I have trouble hearing, are constantly telling me to shut up by then in the next breath ask me why I am quiet and whats wrong.
I have had to watch as other colleagues get to chose where and which team they work in, whilst I'm denied this, I am also not permitted to hold the emergency bleep which also has a financial implication
And to top this all off I have a friend who keeps telling me that, it's all my own fault for making waves, telling work about my disabilities fighting for my rights and that I am now being punished and that I have burnt all my bridges and that I should leave and get a new job. I have been in contact with acas I have also put in for early conciliation with acas
I am now in a position of being really confused and have no idea where to go who to turn to or where to get help from because every time I say I feel like I am drowning I get told my feelings are wrong
Luckily I did have a very good occupational Dr who advised me the issue could be related to dyslexia as it runs in my family, so £500 later I find out in 2013 I am dyslexic and after many visits to the Audiology department, I finally see an ENT consultant who advises me to have a test for Autism.
So between 2013 and 2015, i find I have Autism (Asperger's syndrome) Dyslexia and an Auditory hearing deficit (this mean I don't hear my true voice)
In Dec 2013 I started a new job now before I started they were aware of dyslexia and was aware I was waiting for a referral to have an Adult autism test, this I finally received in 2015
I must add that I work in an NHS hospital in the operating theatre as a registered practitioner
Now since then, i have been pulled off a training course, after telling the course director about my dyslexia and Autism, I have missed out on a promotion because I was put on the mentorship course but then had no support or assistance and wasn't even allocated to my supervising mentor despite asking, I consequently fail and had a 12mth battle with both the University and work in order to get it done,
I have been denied a team transfer, this is based on my strengths, in working in orthopedic but the problem is the rest of my colleagues in the orthopedic team, dislike my particular skills and do everything to make my life a living hell this is both junior and senior team members, Things they will do are manipulate the list to their benefit, refuse to listen to me unless everything is going wrong and also blame me when everything is going wrong, even though they have refused my help in the first place, Create additional work for me, will mess about and over sitmulate me untill I have a melt down and then I'm to one who gets into trouble with the management and when I try and tell mamagement how I feel I get told that I'm wrong and that my team do recognise my disabilities, yet they do everything they can to wind me up includeing insulting me saying it's just a joke, play music on a mobile phone via the mobile phone speaker which acctuall causes me physical pain and when I ask then not to they just laugh at me. Make so much noise I have trouble hearing, are constantly telling me to shut up by then in the next breath ask me why I am quiet and whats wrong.
I have had to watch as other colleagues get to chose where and which team they work in, whilst I'm denied this, I am also not permitted to hold the emergency bleep which also has a financial implication
And to top this all off I have a friend who keeps telling me that, it's all my own fault for making waves, telling work about my disabilities fighting for my rights and that I am now being punished and that I have burnt all my bridges and that I should leave and get a new job. I have been in contact with acas I have also put in for early conciliation with acas
I am now in a position of being really confused and have no idea where to go who to turn to or where to get help from because every time I say I feel like I am drowning I get told my feelings are wrong
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