Re: Evicted, Homeless & Suicidal
Hello LB Family.
couple of updates.
Been filling these Homeless forms and they sure have lots of them but in between I managed to call the Councillor's office and from what I've been told the council is still taking hard line stance towards my eviction and of course they've brought up my council tax non payment on top of the subletting allegation.
I told him of the outcome of yesterday's hearing and all he said was they (the council) are/ will use my history and chronology of events as in the letter to my local MP (which I posted) as arguments as a reason for not letting me go back to my flat. Their main argument is centered on the letter (which I never signed) that stated that if I fall into arrears, they would automatically evict me. In essence they are just doing what they told me they would.
And considering the matter has taken a legal route the council is pulling all their legal weight on me even though he suggested that since I'm now full employed, and employer is willing to pay my 6 months rent in advance(with evidence then it should be something that they might consider). In addition he's suggested since I was about to be moved to a new accommodation then the council is willing to cut some of my moving money towards their rent.
The hardship I've gone through has made me appreciate (not that I wasn't) life more and one person that truly care about me. When I thought about committing suicide all I could think of is how selfish of me that would be and how it would devastate and perhaps for long time my employer (who has been with me all the way). I kept saying this isnt end of the world but its also worth fighting for. So in a way my life has been like a spiderweb where each piece of web is an integral part of the overall construction of who I am and in someways the final creation is an intricate combination of perfectly positioned links that form the whole. So if i sever just one key link and the entire web succumbs to capricious winds. With one cut, the entire web is razed and that means psychological downfall and my life is like that web.
I joined a gym nearby just to stay sane while I'm fighting my demons and perhaps it was the best investment since I would easily walk into the gym in the morning, take a shower and go out till later at night for the same routine. This has made me appreciate life more, I mean 99p stores were a life saver...managed to get my toiletries from there and of course a jumper and T shirt from Primark made a huge difference while I was sleeping out there. Whether you believe in a higher power or not, life is full of struggles and troubles, yet much of what happens for you after things happen is a direct result on how you choose to handle your circumstances. Personally, I've taken my local authority to the courts and I dont have the power or money to fight them all the way and I'm not asking for hand outs, I just want to be given a chance considering I have a full time job now.
Borrowed books from my local library (I'm a big John Le Carre Fan) and I'm also reading Primo Levi's If this is a Man and the Truce.
Tomorrow I have to follow up on my possessions so at least I should arrange where I can keep the ones I could salvage (that is if they've not destroyed or auctioned them off).
I will also have my interview at the homeless and I most fear about the intentional homeless part
Eitherway, I'm trying to stay sane and take a day as it comes.
Hello LB Family.
couple of updates.
Been filling these Homeless forms and they sure have lots of them but in between I managed to call the Councillor's office and from what I've been told the council is still taking hard line stance towards my eviction and of course they've brought up my council tax non payment on top of the subletting allegation.
I told him of the outcome of yesterday's hearing and all he said was they (the council) are/ will use my history and chronology of events as in the letter to my local MP (which I posted) as arguments as a reason for not letting me go back to my flat. Their main argument is centered on the letter (which I never signed) that stated that if I fall into arrears, they would automatically evict me. In essence they are just doing what they told me they would.
And considering the matter has taken a legal route the council is pulling all their legal weight on me even though he suggested that since I'm now full employed, and employer is willing to pay my 6 months rent in advance(with evidence then it should be something that they might consider). In addition he's suggested since I was about to be moved to a new accommodation then the council is willing to cut some of my moving money towards their rent.
The hardship I've gone through has made me appreciate (not that I wasn't) life more and one person that truly care about me. When I thought about committing suicide all I could think of is how selfish of me that would be and how it would devastate and perhaps for long time my employer (who has been with me all the way). I kept saying this isnt end of the world but its also worth fighting for. So in a way my life has been like a spiderweb where each piece of web is an integral part of the overall construction of who I am and in someways the final creation is an intricate combination of perfectly positioned links that form the whole. So if i sever just one key link and the entire web succumbs to capricious winds. With one cut, the entire web is razed and that means psychological downfall and my life is like that web.
I joined a gym nearby just to stay sane while I'm fighting my demons and perhaps it was the best investment since I would easily walk into the gym in the morning, take a shower and go out till later at night for the same routine. This has made me appreciate life more, I mean 99p stores were a life saver...managed to get my toiletries from there and of course a jumper and T shirt from Primark made a huge difference while I was sleeping out there. Whether you believe in a higher power or not, life is full of struggles and troubles, yet much of what happens for you after things happen is a direct result on how you choose to handle your circumstances. Personally, I've taken my local authority to the courts and I dont have the power or money to fight them all the way and I'm not asking for hand outs, I just want to be given a chance considering I have a full time job now.
Borrowed books from my local library (I'm a big John Le Carre Fan) and I'm also reading Primo Levi's If this is a Man and the Truce.
Tomorrow I have to follow up on my possessions so at least I should arrange where I can keep the ones I could salvage (that is if they've not destroyed or auctioned them off).
I will also have my interview at the homeless and I most fear about the intentional homeless part
Eitherway, I'm trying to stay sane and take a day as it comes.
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