Hi there. I'm thinking this may be more of a HR issue but I'm feeling very anxious and could really do with some advice. (Actually, I don't really want advice. I just want someone to tell me that it's going to be ok, but anyway.)
I work for a council and have been diagnosed with long-standing anxiety and am also neurodivergent. I work with vulnerable people and have recently been finding the role extremely difficult. However, since changes in the way we work, anxiety is getting unmanageable again. I had a referral to HR earlier this year and they recommended medical redeployment. I started this process but it's been extremely arduous and it feels like rather than re-deploying me, they're looking at things like counselling, which I don't really feel will help as a lot of my difficulties are to do with practical issues and the difficulties I have with adapting to the changes. These changes are also likely to continue apace, and make life increasingly difficult and impact massively on my anxiety. I love the work I do but 'the other stuff' is making me so ill that I've planned to go off sick from Monday. I genuinely need this - I'm not sleeping, I'm not being the best husband or father I can be as I'm so worried and down, and I need to get better.
What I was thinking/ hoping (and hoping folk on here agree!) is that as well as improving my mental health, the period of sickness will push forward the medical redeployment process. I hate the idea of going back to the same role with the same (or worse) issues and have been very frustrated that the process so far has been so lengthy and drawn out. My manager told me that if I went off ill again, there would be another Occupational Health referral, and if this came back with another recommendation for medical redeployment and clearly stated how my current role is impacting on my mental health, surely they wouldn't send me back to that job, particularly?
Hope that makes sense. I really want to be able to look after my mental health when I'm off and the lack of clarity about what I'll be going back to is really aggravating.
Thanks.
(Should add that the process so far has been regarding looking at what adaptations can be made so I can continue in my role. That's why they're looking at mental health support. However, as stated, it's not just my anxiety, it's all the practical issues that are impacting on my anxiety and autism too. )
I work for a council and have been diagnosed with long-standing anxiety and am also neurodivergent. I work with vulnerable people and have recently been finding the role extremely difficult. However, since changes in the way we work, anxiety is getting unmanageable again. I had a referral to HR earlier this year and they recommended medical redeployment. I started this process but it's been extremely arduous and it feels like rather than re-deploying me, they're looking at things like counselling, which I don't really feel will help as a lot of my difficulties are to do with practical issues and the difficulties I have with adapting to the changes. These changes are also likely to continue apace, and make life increasingly difficult and impact massively on my anxiety. I love the work I do but 'the other stuff' is making me so ill that I've planned to go off sick from Monday. I genuinely need this - I'm not sleeping, I'm not being the best husband or father I can be as I'm so worried and down, and I need to get better.
What I was thinking/ hoping (and hoping folk on here agree!) is that as well as improving my mental health, the period of sickness will push forward the medical redeployment process. I hate the idea of going back to the same role with the same (or worse) issues and have been very frustrated that the process so far has been so lengthy and drawn out. My manager told me that if I went off ill again, there would be another Occupational Health referral, and if this came back with another recommendation for medical redeployment and clearly stated how my current role is impacting on my mental health, surely they wouldn't send me back to that job, particularly?
Hope that makes sense. I really want to be able to look after my mental health when I'm off and the lack of clarity about what I'll be going back to is really aggravating.
Thanks.
(Should add that the process so far has been regarding looking at what adaptations can be made so I can continue in my role. That's why they're looking at mental health support. However, as stated, it's not just my anxiety, it's all the practical issues that are impacting on my anxiety and autism too. )

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